me.myself n my shadow

favourite song.

2008-09-06T05:16:00.000-07:00

Why did I end up falling for you?

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought that you would always be here
But you have chosen a different road
Why wasn't I able to convey to you?
My feelings that were growing everyday and nightT
he words begin to overflow
But I know they won't reach you now
From the first day that I met youI felt like I knew you
And the two of us melded together so naturally
Wherever we would go, it would be together
It was so natural for you to be with me
We became adults together
But you chose a different road
Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore)
Today, the day that holds a special meaning
The day that you stood with a smile of happiness
Praying to God in your beautiful appearance
With the person next to you who isn't me
The image of you receiving blessings
How could I just stand aside and watch
So why did I end up falling for you?
We can't go back to that time, or how we were (I've thought it through)
Why wasn't I able to take your hand?
No matter how much time passes
You always should've been by my side
Now it will never come true
But, even though I say that I need you close to me
I just pray that you will be happy forever
No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad)

hehe

2008-09-05T01:06:00.001-07:00

today went sectional with my section..hahas^^
it was fun..went running fyrst but den i was 10mins late..OPPS!~hahas-_-
den went thru Hook On Classics and Cloud Burst..hope they can do it..den stayed bck with the sec 2 n 3 to work on Rusticana and den went thru Majestia(hope correct spelling) with the recording..err~~~hahas^^
i HAVE NO MORE HANDPHONE!!rmember..
anyways..ysterday a 27yr old guy add me on msn..wad da hell!!!
FREAKY man..keep on calling me meimei..Grrr!!!i am a 16yr old gurl(at least going to 16)..Grrr~~
BLOCKED the guy...ewww~~that jonx abt it den he keep on laughing larhhs...dots 0_o..
saw Clarissa today..so happy so long since i saw her alrdy..
i remember Syaza and Clarissa..we(me sheryl syaza)use to joke arund abt her.hahas..not say her bad things but think abt wad FUNNY things she does..hahas

thanks

2008-09-03T20:54:00.000-07:00

THANKS for asking me to get better..
after 3 days of fvr i am BETTER alrdy..
THANKS my LFF
THANKS my BBS
THANKS syaza for entertaining me at my tagboard(hahas)
THANKS PEOPLE..hahas
i feel bttr now..i tink the mttr has stop i GUESS..yeah..

getting kicked out

2008-09-01T04:49:00.000-07:00

anyways..LIFE is CRAZY!!
gonna get kicked out of my own home wen i am 18yrs old..my dad kicking me out..
wads the point in staying here anyways.he doesnt care abt me anayways.
for all i knw he only has one daughter not two.
my life is HELL now..everything is going crazy!!

everything is so far

2008-08-30T07:44:00.000-07:00

i dun haf anyone to turn to now.
frewns haf moved on and now doing nth..stressing abt wads gonna happen in the future..found out smth disturbing but i couldnt tell anyoone anymore.
there r are so mny ppl arund me but couldnt say anyting.wanna shout it out loud but kept it bottled inside.

Band..was lyk ouhkeh i guess..hmm~gotten a new fone..vaio handfone..hehe~anyways..hmm~feeling not really lyk myself ppl moving on wif their lives while i am still stuck,standing at the same point wher i strted in the begining not willing to move. i cant believe ppl could change their heart so fast.but aft this exprience i belive that anything can happen especially my live is LIVING HELL.

tis few days always gt caught in the rain~so fever on off on off..as thou its lyk a game..but it is not!!now hafing fever waiting for someone to msg or at least reply me..feel so alone wen there are so many ppl arund me..
i dun seem to fit in anymore..maybe i jus nvr did so in the first place.

ARt..BORED

2008-08-25T04:31:00.001-07:00

Grace and Me..were acting dumb..hahas..dats all.
GRACE AND ME WERE ACTING DUMB~

ART DRIVING ME NUTTS.

2008-08-23T19:16:00.000-07:00

ouhkeh..yeah maths..doing better but still need loads of WORK..but now another PROBLEM!!
ITS ART!!grr~
anyways..i feel so lost with the boards i duno wad to do..someone please tell me wad to do!!i duno sehh~~GRR..maybe i msg HuiLing or BBS ltr..bttr, if not Kuien BBS also..
hmm~i got sick ystrday.eww~ da feeling lyk SHIT..didnt gt to do anywork..dots..
planned to do art and maths wif my BELOVED huiLing but den sick..sad sehhs..-_-''
anyways..gonna msg them ltr..now lyk too early..dunwanna disturb them..

updating

2008-08-22T06:12:00.000-07:00

RELPY POSTS:
Syaza;heyhey~hahas..wad sehh..bored isit..hahas
Narisa;Long tym no see alrdy..wan meet up or smth??
LiTing;Same to you too..my beloved LFF~
Unknown;who are you?hahas^^pls dun put unknown..hahahs^^
Daniel;wad sehh ni hao~

Life has been a BORE!!
nth much has happen so far other den doing maths lyk everyday of the week wanna score well man..really really really wanna..hmm~but getting lazy..so
BIRDIE YOU CAN DO IT!!!WORK HARD!!
cant go lazy..so there will be exam break for me and this blog..if i haf tym i will blog~
thanks..
OPWO sec 4 work hard for ur prelims n O'LVL~~
4B1 work hard for prelim and O'LVL toooo~~

today..bored

2008-08-18T03:35:00.000-07:00

i came to school with a smile on my face~

today was fun(kinda)

FIRSTLY:
my handphone alarm was vibration!!wad da hell..woke up with my head spinning~

SECONDLY:
went to school with Mirul♥..hahas..so long lyk never go to school with him alrdy..hmm~other then dat nth much in the morning other then being able to drink my beloved VITASOY♥..hahas..

Hmm~in school the first 3 period free den i was talking to FAyyad and rasul den Grace came and join us..and i was lyk drawing again..hahas..forever drawing..i will one day put it up online..hahas..den gave the drawing to LFF♥..hehe^^
after the BORING three periods..it was PE so damn didnt want to join..so T'cher's day not going to go school..hahas^^..QianLing also..i am Not interested!!

After recess was another free period..talked and draw for rasul..(lao shu ai xiang jun)0on his leg..eww~ and on his hand..hahas^^ den maths..BORING!!den more boring periods den ate with MS chang(with her PERMED/HIGHLIGHTED hair),rasul,Grace,fayyad,mirul♥ ..hahas^^
den after that..AIYA too LAZY TO UPDATE ALRDY..haf REACHED my LIMIT!!

BBS day

2008-08-12T02:10:00.000-07:00

Heyheyhey..hahas..lets strt the blogging with wad happen in the morning!!

Hmm~went to school with Syaza(BBF)dun ask me wad BBf stand for..went school together has been a long tym since i went school wif her..hahas^^it was fun den saw XJ9 on the way actually didnt believe it was her until we saw RASUL.ppl dun ask me who is XJ9..hahas^^we talked so long wen we were talking man..hahas..it was really fun..hahas..thou i am NOT a morning person.

At the Parade Square..Ahh~wif my Buddies..hahas^^talked abt Olympics this yr..saying that CHINA strong/Power man~den abt the swimming wan..hahas^^
ART:

me and my beloved BBS..hahas..too bored in doing ART alrdy..than SNAP SHOT!!wahahas..first tym take photo wif her sae..we both look so wierd!Must be the ART stress us too much alrdy dats why we look~~..
We went bck together wif Huiling!but than she went see her auntie den i went wif BBS to buy her chocolate..hahas~we at the MRT NTUC..

But before that andre?(wadever his name)he arhhs!!cos my nickname is BIRD..so he make fun of me..he ask "bird..where is your dick?"wad da hell sehhs..hahas^^ but nvm used to it alrdy..first was at art den wen going hm he sae again~

CAN YOU SEE THIS~wad da hell NATIONAL FLAG put wrong..~~
THIS is my baby SHIPO BANANA mirul bought it for me on NATIONAL DAY!!

by the way BBS" HAPPY BBS DAY!! "

gone

2008-08-11T04:02:00.000-07:00

hey peeps..updating again~
hmm~haf no mood updating for da last few days kinda busy..hmm anyways MIRUl today jus went to OBS..hahas
so BORED at home..no one msging me..hahas.
cos nth to do and den dun wan do art so i start to EAT.keep on EATING and EATING.i think aft this week i will bcum FAT BIRDY!!
GONNA becume so bored man~

NAtional day
__________
hmm~

3.00PM Went out wif ELSON,BENNY,SITO,JASMON.to go see the WCG(world cyber games).when watching with them man i didnt understand anyting jus felt lyk PUKING~
4.30PMWanshing called bt battery flat and not feeling well~
5.30PMwaiting for MIRUL and BREAD TALK.den wait so long den saw BBS than tried calling mirul bt didnt pick up(he dun lyk pick up numbers that he duno).
6.00PMfinally he came and den we go walk walk at SUNTEC..i was hungry so buy ice-cream~(i paid it).den we..walkwalk..

MARINA BAY:

at Marina bay we went to walk around den we went action city cos i really lyk dat shop!!den i saw this cute toy($11.95)i really lyk it but didnt haf enuff money~but i really really wanted it!!so he bought it for me..

AT the counter;hmm~there was tis SLOT MACHINE and gt this paper that write PLEASE PULL~so i pull larhhs since they write PLEASE..den i gt ELECTRO-SHOCKED!!damn it man~it hurt larhhs..hahas..anyways so happy to gt the toy i was carrying it where i went..hahas.lyk a child!!

questions

2008-08-06T19:32:00.000-07:00

15 questions for myself:

Which course do you want to take when you enter Poly?

-Animation

2. Why animation?

-Bcos,i really lyk anime n ireally lyk da course animation

3. what poly are you considering?

-Hmm~Temasek Poly

4. What is your least favourite subject?

-Chinese!!

5. What is the last thing you want to do now?

-ART

6. Who are the 3 people you are thinking of now?

-1.Mirul

-2.Syaza

-3.XJ9

7. Are you short tempered?

-yeahh..

8. Are you saving money for anything?

-Yesh,,for our one yr anniversary n for syaza bdae present!!

9. What is the last thing on your mind now?

-My Section.

10. When do you turn crazy?

-When i am under loads of pressure.

11. Who is your first best friend when you enter secondary sch?

-Sheryl Wee WeiYi

12. Who do you usually hang out with?

-some random people

13. What do you love to do?

-watch loads of anime!!

14. Favourite past-time?

-reading comics and watching ANIME!!

15. What did you do before this?

-Read Syaza's Blog..Dahh~

14. How did you come home?

-Mirul cycled me..hahas^^

15. Are you sick?

-Not really jus really really tyred.

kehhs..today did 4 hrs of art..colouring n colouring but did finish man..aiyo~only lyk one outfit n a top dats all..man m i slow~

School=Hiashh

2008-08-05T05:43:00.000-07:00

Heyhey!!
back to my blog again..
MONDAY
hmm~went to NanYang concert at esplande wif QianLing.
OMG~they rwak our socks off man..anyways~nth much ysterday cos i cant remember..
TODAY
Art..was crazy..me and BBS went crazy cos ART made us CRAZY MAN!!Go crazy hmm~so bored..there's nth to update abt..
I HAVE NO LIFE!!

besides that~

OMG!! I MISS THESE BUNCH SO MUCH~~

its been a long tym since i saw them~wait actually i see them everyday,but the feeling is lyk different,wen we are in band we are together..wen we are not..we are NOT!!

friends..hahas

2008-08-03T13:27:00.000-07:00

for SiYing:
japanese show dat i watch:

Nobuta wo produce
Gokusen l/ll/lll
Concerto Love/Special
Detective School Q
Hana Kimi
Hana Yori Dango l/ll
Trick l/ll/lll
Dragon Zakura
Kurosagi
Liar Game
Yukan Club
One pound Gospel
Mop Girl
Operation Love/Special
The Tale of yamada taro
Teppan Girl Akane
Kindaichi Shonen No Jikenbo

i Ccan only remember these few shows..

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people come and go everyday in my Life.I cant see anything,cant feel anything.But until someone said something last friday;he said"you ouhkeh anot?Your smile seems different,it doesn't look lyk da normal smile."so Freaky!!i lyk so long nvr see CK alrdy den he sae me..is it so easy to see that someting is bothering me??

SO FREAKY,i duno wads bothering me..too me nth is bothering me.when ppl ask i duno..to me everything is normal.i look different?attitude different?i duno..i duno how i was before and how i was now..

long post

2008-07-31T01:37:00.000-07:00

today long post..

my future resume!!
Name:Elizabeth Yeo Ziying

Age:15+

Hello.I am desperate for a friend to confide in now.I am hoping that if i join this companyxXx i would be able to know someone who i can confide in and complain all day long.Someone who is always there for me.

Dats all..hahas^^

ouhkeh.. enuff of that~

My art..dats was lyk wad i accompliced(wrong spelling)so far bt the second one finished colouring it alrdy~

Anyways today was lyk SHIT!i wanna knw is it so fun to tease me and bully me.thou i nvr sae anything doesnt mean i dun feel anything!!If you guys bully me one tym its alrite(no its not!!) i won't say anything but the nxt few times you guys are really testing my patience~~i wanna cry alrdy..seriously, jus now.PLEASE stop BULLYING me~

stop being a hypocrite alrdy dunlyk someone dun treat them nicely at all then wen you hurt the person den wad leave the person alone~wait,you always do dat,only you correct wad~you dunlyk that person hurt her/him and leave them alone without knowing wad he/she done wrong towards you.not only that always ask her/him to do things for you.ARE YOU THE KING?GOD?no right den dun think people REVOLVES arund you.sae ppl childish,you are even more childish!

school.lazy n tyred

2008-07-29T01:45:00.000-07:00

too lazy to go school.can say exactly lazy but den i get tryed really easily since last yr.CMF and a no. of ppl should haf noticed abt it..hahas..wen i wake up i haf a MAJOR headache and i will haf the feeling of wanting to jus FALL on the ground wen i go and take the air-con control on da table~
my hand..during history i notice after writing the first paragraph my hand hurts lyk no ones business but i didnt bother..than S.S it happens again too..it hurts should i see the doctor??
hmm~maybe its normal??

didnt go maths.guess i was t0o tyred.my head always hurt wen i m tyred(dats why i carry panadol where ever i go)..y??i wonder if only one of my family member is a doctor cool~can gt MC everyday den no need cum skool alrdy sehh jus do online virtual class.hahas^^

LIST OF THINGS NEED TO DO THIS YEAR:
1)passing down ceromony
2)get the clarinet section shirt done
3)hand up ART

GOALS FOR THIS YEAR:
1)pass all tests
2)try to go to school everyday
3)finish all ART homework
4)pass maths O'LVL

school..

2008-07-28T02:04:00.000-07:00

wait..before i say anything..me and Big Breast Sista..was lyk having fun online..we tok sehh..hahas..tok online can you believe it..muhahahahas.so fun.
hmm~today i gotten 2 mosquitoe bites..hahas(out of point but yeah)
skul was good..
PE rwaks..Handball was fun..hahas..daus was so funny wen playing da game larhhs..jumping and screaming..hahas
gt bck maths test and i pass!!wh0o0o0o0..
den physics test that tym told syaza if she pass buy for her HONEY STARS for a year..den she say sure canot wan larhhs..aiyoo..
den waited for mirul went do art wif Elson(err jiie) and CMF.hahas..fun but den too tyred so paint abit den feel lyk dying alrdy..hahas..

purple line

2008-07-26T19:10:00.000-07:00

saw something disgusting on someone's blog(shall not mention)hahas ^^ but was fine wif it..anyways woke up early because of QIanLing(my boobless friend)so tyred but she woke me up wad da hell~

this is so cool..watched it yesterday..this korean girls girls dancing!!they RWaks man..so together and nice..so ENVIOUS..hahas..i prefer singing to dancing anyways..even thou i take ballet(Long time ago).nono i prefer my clarinet and violin best..hahas ^^

got hooked up to this new game totally cool but kept playing cos cant even get to the nxt round..but i finally managed took me so long..hahas^^
game name:supple

So worried abt syaza!!SYaza..pls tell me if u need someone to tok to..even if i'm in band i will go to ur hus or whereever(ps i am nt a lesbian hus a really concerned BFF)
and syaza BFF is not equals to babi babi Fcuker!!hahas ^^

lastly..DBSK MV!!their latest single--->Why did I fall for you
this is really sad da MV!!when watching this mus read the ENGLISH subbs..if not dun understand..So sad when watching i almost cried..By the way when watching ltr this guy say smth its CONGRADUATIONS!

compeition

2008-07-26T03:45:00.000-07:00

kehh..we got SILVER!!hahas..happy^^
told sheryl n syaza n they were happy..hahas..happy for them too..hahas
hmm~now kinda bored..actually kinda bored..
screwed up for the compeition..(me and ZT)hahas ^^ but its ouhkehh..
nth really happen but finally band has stopped for the tym being and passing down cermony is cuming soon so sad..
HEY..NISA DANIEl is FAYYAD my dear, and cool guy who are you?

hmm~life has been complex but den again normal at the same tym..i went to band lyk normal and DR JOHNSON came ..he's so cute..taken a picture wif him wif nisa..hahas..so exciting my another love too bad his's a grandaddy now..hahas^^ i wan dat photo!!!HAFIZ!!!hahas ^^
man am i tyrd..
Mirul has been sending me home,cycling me home..hahas,it's fun.

Lydia pls TAG me..NISA i will miss you,tinking that u ar gonna leave makes me feel lyk crying,band will be so lonely without you!!SO SO lonely.hmm~

sorry..peeps in chinese

2008-07-23T05:43:00.000-07:00

begining chinese for awhile.
他是很不合理的。只会利用其他。也是利用其他。甚而，当他是在一种好心情时，对待女朋友好。在他附近影响人，无需根本体会任何东西. 只会考虑他自己.

today was one of my scariest day..cause i finally told EVERYTHING alrdy..dat's why scary.always afraid of how ppl tink abt me so i keep things too myself so much but slolw i manga to tell her things i never told anyone b4.i guess i REALLY REALLY trust her..hehe( ^ ^ ).i wonder why i can tell her things even thou i usually dont.something must haf happen to me. i got to be daydreaming when i realised i sent her dat letter..hahas( ^ ^ ).

PEOPLE should nvr take advantage of others and nvr others/ffriends lightly.i really dun lyk it..thou i hardly get angry(maybe to some people only)towards you doesn't mean u can jus step all over me..i didnt sign an APPEASEMENT TREATY with you so please treat ur friends nicely.don't take them for granted..

band:
fun yet tiring.my lips hurt frm playing high notes and neck cos my muscle something wrong or somethign..4th day alrdy my neck lyk tis..now seating bside ZongTing(ZT),quite fun larhhs..can playplay with LYdia and ZT keep toking also nvr mind alrdy even if i seat back row..hahas (=_=)

SYAZA:do you think that i;m terrible??i think i am..you knw why cos lyk i am not suppose to feel that way towards others..m i right?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYL!!(TOMORO)

ナナ,
そう悲しい今日私は感じたり従って愚かな事、友人および私の首のような、苦痛の多くのために重点を置いた。

GOKUSEN 3

2008-07-22T04:55:00.000-07:00

hey hey ppl..UPDATING again..hahas..talked alot too my BBS..many stuff hahas..trust her loads now..hahas
anyways goinna put up GOKUSEN 3 PICTURES!!

hehe..da show charcters..

this is the class..hahas..
gonna post da SKY OF LOVE CURRENT PICTURE HERE!!

can u believe it's himm..abnother of his photo..

can u believe it now??hhhahahas..

4 wan shing..hehe]

sick

2008-07-19T05:22:00.000-07:00

realised dat wen sick need see doctor..hmm~and shouldnt eat panadols all the tym.
haf been eating panadols 3days in a row..i didnt wanna go doctor,always da same wan..hmm~nth hapen today fever so slept all da way till 3.50 plus.kinda hurt my neck,sprained it.OUCHH~
chatted wif syaza abt monday ting..other than that nth much happen other den worrying abt band n how nisa n all ar doing..
syaza~cant write abt bubbles here..muhahahahas..

reading comic

2008-07-18T04:08:00.000-07:00

lately i duno wads happening around me..always feeling lost..or getting lost in my own world arund me alrdy..hahas
Racial harmony coming soon..kinda excited..duncha tiink so too..gonna haf fun anyways..hmm~cant really remember much abot wad happen in school other than keep drinking Guava juice..hahas..Shu-chan was da wan who introduced me da drink..wahahaha( ^ ^ )

finally told syaza abt wad i felt..hahas..if only she came online and saw my personal msgg.i jus she will be mad if she saw it..toked alot of tings to her..hahas..( o ^^ o)its not lyk everyday i tell her tings..its usually the other way around..
hmm~meet a new friend..my SONY ERICSSION BUDDY!!its actually zong ting my jr..hahas..all he talks abt is that..hahas

too lazy to tok abt so many tingy alrdy

today shool

2008-07-17T02:54:00.000-07:00

school was lyk ----
school was lyk----band was lyk ----hahas..
there was the RACIAL tingy..n went wif fayyad n Firdaus..it was fun..SERIOUSLY..hahas..
its was enjoyable..ANDRE and boon was lyk fooling arund..dun feel lyk updating anymore..

school

2008-07-16T05:10:00.000-07:00

school..rawked tudae..wanna knw why:
mR chia..was so funny today told us a funny true story it goes lyk tis..
"he went to teach tis sec 3 normal tec class after recess den got five boys late(1,2,3,4 n 5)than Mr chia lyk scolded them and 1 was unhappy and said mr chia USELESS den mr chai asked him to get out,2,3,4 n5 were not happy especially 2 so 2 say loudly useless again and thus mr chia ask him go out but 2 said to mr chia 'go outside watch out' den mr chia send 2 to see mr naF.den mr chia sae that 2 called him usless..but 2 said he was calling he person bside him useless..den mr chia sae that 2 threatened him but 2 say he asked mr chia watch out because the floor outside slippery so be careful..!!" wad the hell..got hear this kind of tings b4 anot..no rite!!
not only mr chia ,mr satun(duno correct spelling anot)also..larhhs but dun wan write here..lazy..

hmm~abt syaza..she funny arhhs today..hahas..i tink or it was my imagination..hahas..but all i knw i was laughing wif her abt smth but cant remember..hmm~
yeahh~ i jus found out i m VERY VERY DUMB.i kinda volenteered myself to be the RACIAL HARMONY TINGY!! i jus realised hw stupid i am..ARGHH!!~anyways cant back out now..hahas(^^)

hmm~band was ouhkeh but now seating at the second row..hahas..dats all i jus..

MILEY CYRUS..EWW~

2008-07-15T03:13:00.000-07:00

SORRY..to all Miley cyrus fans..but i am so ANTI -HER!!
go here too find out why she's a S**t
Miley<---Click on the name MILEY

anyways..this colour luks lyk lao sai..so it siuts her..she is such a creep..i was like searching photos of her till i came across smth totally DISGUSTING..and to tink that she went out wif Nick Jonas before..wad a FREAK.shall not use any bad words..She's lyk such a FLIRT.(the way i talk is as thou i knw her but i see and hear tings frm others..so i jus believe..hahahs)anyways..if u go to da link at the top u will understand..Me and Big Breast Sista are DEFINATELY not her fan..hahas^^ too bad 2 less fans..including my sista.so sorry too all MILEY fans out there!!

ouhkehh..hmm~school today was fun..hahas ART RWAKS all of a sudden..hahas(< - - <)hahas..syaza..was not sweeping the floor so dun haf to worry..oral was today and yeah it was stupid a bit..it was broadcasted on the CLASSICAL Fm on the radio can u believe it..hahas..

ahh~nick jonas..sure can sing..hahas..he rwaks..BLEHH~

today

2008-07-14T03:35:00.000-07:00

hmm~today..was lyk a weird day but it was ouhkeh cant remember wad haf happen other than fighting wif ShanChin again..hmph~ (o-_-o)he really makes me mad..seriously makes me made..HMPH!!
anyways had a chat with Ms Chang abot stuff but i really find that she really sad.*sad case cos lyk in a blink of an eye she LOST everyting if it was me i would also break down..hmm~..
(^...^)hehes..hahas(^^)
ARHHS..NICK JONAS rwaks..he's a Qt man..hahas..RWAKS..hahas..QT Boii..hahhahs..but wen mirul smile he luks bttr and lyk his hair tudae..hahas (0^^0).
syaza was lyk cleaning and sweeping the floor again in class..WAY TO GO SYAZA WORK HARD GURLFRIEND!!
ps..NICK JONAS IS A Qt.

compeition

2008-07-12T18:46:00.000-07:00

updating agaiin..
anyways compeition was yesterday..scary..and we manage to get SILVER..
ppl must be saying it was good not bad alrdy bt den i felt really sad.really really sad in fact.NISA felt real sad to..actually the whole band..bt we will work even harder for the nxt one kehhs..hahas..
hey..i wanna say sorry abt my last post..i thot it thru and i tink she really sad now getting bullied and all even thou she didnt treat me nicely but actually she's really nice..so i jus wanna say sorry to her if she's reading this..so sorry kehhs..
anyways..thanks BIG BREAST SISTA and sophia n Er jiie for visiting..will liink and tag you soon..WAN TING too..hahas..
jus fallen for their music..hahas

the JOnas Brothers
nick jonas..not exactly the handsem wan but his VOICE is rawks wan..thats y i lyk him.. YOUNGEST!!
kelvin..nth much..hahas(bastard)eldest

joe the lead singer..the one many ppl lyk..hahas.2nd youngest.

decided

2008-07-06T02:25:00.000-07:00

as i told Shuyi chan ysterday i m gonna post abot her..HER=*** understand i dun even wanna write'her' so put ***..hahas..get it.
HA!serve *** rite..always cause ppl so much trouble now gif this kind of crap and LIES!!who is does she tink she is..always bully ppl and treat ppl lyk shit n slaves..she is not even worth mentioning.Who asked *** to treat Shuyi chan so badly.thou i know her for a total of 3yrs 7mths n 8days alrdy..i dun even wanna know that i know ***.i hope my com wouldnt hang wen i write abt ***.new com dun wanna spoil it.Shuyi chan suffered so much frm the way you treat her alrdy dun bring other ppl into ur misery alrdy.

anyways today i bought a new book writen by my fav author(cecelia ahern) who also wrote a"a place called here".the book is so nice..gott to tell YYH abt it..hahas now she gt more book to read hahas..anyways..went out wif my fam n kinda enjoyed myself but i still prfer not being so close with them.the more i feel closer to them the more i feel left out..
and CYNTHIA ONG!! pick up my CALLS GIRL!!hahas..
nadirah:so long nvr go bck wif u alrdy mus find sometym n go bck together yeah..hmm~
Syaza: hey i'm always arund yeah..hahas..dun alwys keep things to urself..reli abit on ur friends too u knw..hahas..
Shuyi chan:wahahahs..happy n u should knw y..hahas..

friends

2008-07-05T05:12:00.000-07:00

anyways..finally been able to blog again haf been slping s0o0o0 early for the last few days..
cos sick..n get tyred so easily n so slpt arund 7plus..
anyways..met a new friend online..hahas her name is nana..but i call her nana chan..cute rite her name..hahas..anyways its really easy to tok to her..hahas..(i tink).muhahaha:)
she's my secret buddy..no larhhs..KIDDING!!
compeition in lyk 7 mores days n 12 days ltr will be another one..so yeah..hhas..

crap..i should eat more now..hahas i havent been eating normally.hmm~should do smth abt it.my hus no food wan so slp lorhhs since cant eat..hahas~
Band:
today was fun..hahas..
since sheryl n syaza not in band i started to hang arund XJ9(xiang jun),rasul,mirul(obviously),Boon,Izyan,Liwen,Nisa.hahas:)but usually more to nisa izyan n Liwen.hahas..nisa was funny today..AIYO~she everyday funny larhhs.hahas..but i can see GREAT improvement in the section hahas..n nisa dying cos taking them for sectionals..hahas:)
its was fun but really tired.
mirul cycled me home today..hahas it was fun..i didnt do anyting but i kept complaining i was tyred hahas:) it was a fun day i guess..i tink so larhhs at least..and called my DEAR SYAZA n SHERYL today t0o!!..n cynthia made me so caught up in this game called fiesta.hahas..i am now LVL 16 unlike maple at LVL 6 gif up alrdy..hahas.

jus pictures

2008-06-30T06:47:00.001-07:00

at esplande(however you spell it)

my Lap-top now..hahas:)

ANIME CONVENSION!!(yesterday)

anyways..jus too lazy to type much so here are jus some pictures

2008-06-25T07:33:00.000-07:00

My idols..hahas..
TOHOSHINKI!!(a.k.a DBSK!!)
my HEro..his name:HERO jejung

anyways..school was fun..kinda..it was so quiet in class.
maths was okehh..CHEMISTRY was lyk BORING..
other than hat assembly was okehh larhhs i almost fell alsp larhhs..
Band was.fun kept on laughing.
now first row ppl are:
-LiWen(flute)
-ZongTing(piccolo)
-Izyan(oboe)
-Alvin(Oboe)
-Me(Eb clarinet)
-Nisa(1st clarinet)
-Lydia(2nd clarinet)
-YingHao(3rd clarinet)
-PeiWen(3rd clarinet)
other than dat..nth really change but first row ppl are fun to be wif..hahas
ending here now.

SPECS DISPARE

2008-06-24T04:16:00.000-07:00

okehh..hmm~making this short and sweet cos currently doing maths..muti-tasking you knw..
School:
school was lyk okehh larhhs..but oh my~ the art do lyk 4 drawings for the whole 5 period i lyk wanna die alrdy..aiyo Mdm Loy arhhs..i duno larhhs..lyk so stressful ART!!
Mr Nair RAWKS his socks off man..HE IS THE ONE!!
cos the teachers has this buffet but thanwe wanna eat it but we cant only wen Mr Nair came den we were allowed to eat it..wahahahas..
for this i have totally decided that i will score FIRST again for HISTORY!!
After school:
actually supposed to have maths but then no haf..hahas.expt Jason and Benny Poor Things..hahas..anyways went to buy specs wif Syaza..Long trip but was really fun..we haf been to a total of 6 shops to search for 'THE ONE"
that has this requirements..
-Black
-plastic
-Small
wen we went into the last store she fell in LOVE wif the SPECS!! not the store owner..PLEASE~~ but at least she got her new specs..hahas..
I gtg need to finish maths holiday assignments now..n homework that is..hahas..
I HAVE UPDATED!!

FACEBOOK

2008-06-18T02:48:00.000-07:00

guess wad i tink NARISA influenced me..hahas..
every now and den i would go to facebook man..hahas..i tink i crazy abt it alrdy..hahas..
BAND..hmm~it was fun larhhs..but still prefer MR TAN..hahas..nisa has to play bass clarinet WAHAHAHAS..but den cos of that i need play first..wad da tooty toot larhhs..hahas..but so funny today sheryl nisa all,,hahas..da normal peeps.

Gonna go out with NISA tomoro to get "stuff"hahas..secret dun tell u..hahas i can imagine ppl tinking of dirty stuff alrdy..muhahahas..anyways this few days i haf been geting bck to normal smiling more n more alrdy..lyk NORMAL..hahas.hahas..

REPLES to TAGGS..

Vanessa S. ; okehh i RE-LINKED you alrdy..haHAs..

Narisa ; i duno i lyk not interested in NARNIA..i gt problem in spelling dat movie too..unacceptable..hahas..i jus not interested..haahs..

Daus ; thanks for tagging..hahas..will tag ur blog soon too..

SYaza ; aiyo..dun sae urself tupid or dumb kehhs..if u stupid den mus tink NISA how..hahas..no larhhs jus kidding..wahahahaahs(I"M EVIL!!)..anyways will visit ur blog soon..and facebook you more4.hhahahas:)

Nisa ; like ur new blog bt duno if need relink u or not..hahahahahahs..

band

2008-06-17T08:10:00.000-07:00

OuhKEh..i mus sae this
KUNG FU PANDA RAWKS!!

ouhkeh..went to watch KUNG FU PANDA wif:
micheal
marcus
xiang Jun
MinQi

anyways in band i was lyk so tyred..my lips hurt lyk hell too..
but nvm..cos concert cuming!!
hmm~anyways..
JONATHAN HO!!must remember my chocolates!!
wahahahas..MY BELOVED CHOCOLATES!!

MY BELOVED ANIME PICTURES OF VAMPIRE KNIGHT!!

KANAME SENPAI!!

sick

2008-06-16T07:09:00.000-07:00

eww..
I feel so tyred n sick..headaches..coughing..sneezing..
Didnt go for band but den NISa called..den she said dat i should try to cum to band ltr cos she scared abt TOCATTA..actually..
TO NISA:
i am actually really scared to play tocatta too..i tink dat i more scared den you..Shh~
secret..dun tell ppl..hahas..wif u arund i feel more confident..i duno why i knw i can play but den i really need to be beside me wen playing..i duno why u lyk indirectly gif me my confidence..hehe..i guess u are really important..hehe..

wads wif ppl and NARNIA
ppl sae its nice bt i'm not that interested in the show..me n izyan not INTERESTED in the show..
i need to promote the OP'USmore..hmm~
i am just gonna go to everyone's blog n ASK!!hahas

PEOPLE THERE WILL BE A CONCERT AT NUS!!
NEXT SUNDAY!!
GET TICKETS FROM ME!!
PLEASE MSG ME OR TAG ME!!

hmm~bored..mirul now at band
i miss him~(but dun tell him)
i should BE in BAND..not at HOME!!

let da piks talk

2008-06-12T21:08:00.000-07:00

okehhs..too DAMN LAZY!!to update..so uploading pics that happen yesterday..

Get the picture..we were too bored so we took so many pictures..hahas

i'm BACK

2008-06-11T18:10:00.000-07:00

i'm BACK!! in SINGAPORE!!
da first few things i did in order..
1)msg my mom
2)MSG SYAZA
3)MSG NISA
4)MSG SHUYI
5)MSG SHERYL
wahahahas..miss them so much..
so far i haf met up wif SHUYI,NISA n SYAZA
but at least SHERYL replied my msg..hehe..

i will update abt the tripone day at a tym..

5th june 2008(2nd day at BRISBANE)
cant really remember..hmm~
i knw that my roomates n i were LATE..
ROOMATES
-hui jia
-charlotte
-nicole
-izyan
-xiang jun

EXTRA PEOPLE
-mirul
-micheal
-rasul
-marcus
-mr tan

wahahahas..hmm..second day i tink we went to "something land"
i knw how to sae it but dun knw how to spell it..hahas..too bad.
we performed for a primary school n a high school..
AIYA UPDATE LTR LAZY N TYRED!!

hehe

2008-06-02T07:58:00.000-07:00

WORD of the week:
eh..Ehh..EHh..EHHh!!

anyways this will be my LAST post FOR the next 2 WEEKKS!!..

cos i'm going to AUSTRALIA for the next 9 days..starting on THIS WEDNESDAY!!

MUST MISS ME!!

anyways..for the last few days band was really hectic..but i managed to cope wif alumni n main band.hahas..but i tend to get tyrd real fast..hehe..
anyways..there is tis song called WIND BLEW OVER CHERRY BLOSSOM..it was giving me nightmares as it KEPT ON PLAYING in my HEAD!!..
But thnk goodness it kept on playing in my head or else i can die wen in band..hehe..
anyways..it was pretty scary without NISA at first but da section managed..hahas..WE HAVE GROWN STRONGER NISA!!

Today..
at ART i was lyk reading comic..not to mention i went late for ART n somemore left early!!hahas..didnt knw i was a band PERSON..hahas..anyways i LOVE band..
thou sometyms(all da tymes)it may be hard but i still love it..hehes(its a secret)-->lyk real.
hehes..
GONNA MISS MANY PPL WEN I GO AUSTRALIA!!!
EXAMPLE:
SYAZA
NISA
NARISA
SHUYI

unwanted stress

2008-05-22T04:25:00.000-07:00

hmm~bored..here ar questions for myself..
Are you sick?
yeahh..so lang alrdy larhhs..

Feeling happy recently?
okehh larhhs..quite happy

Feeling stressed recently?
yeah..real stressed.

Going anywhere in the holidays?
Yeah..going australia

What are you going to do tomoro?
Haf no idea wad to do..

Single?
No..llarhs..dumb question

Are you happy now?
Kinda..

How are your studies?
OMG!!rasul did bttr..i haf been slacking so wait for me i will catch up!!

Thinking abt anything now?
Who?NISA(not lesbian)
What?abt australia trip..abt her nt going!!
Why?cos i really wan her to go..DAMN IT!!

Today..more mock test larhhss..Such a boring day..AGAIN!!

BORING

2008-05-20T02:38:00.000-07:00

duno wen eat tis..quite long ago..hmm~lyk last monday??
yeahh maybe.hhas..
eat alrdy i tink i got stomach ache??
not so sure..

taken on monday..hahas..NICE rite da view
hahas..not my fav wan but..okehh larhhss..

OMG!!See y da LINE lyk damn long..aiyo..
not BOOBS alrdy..
more lyk chest larhhs..

CUTE rite!!
KAWAII..hahas
Anyways..hmm~
today was okehh larhhs.so yredlarhhs..hahas
anyways only passed 3 sub.
-humanities
-art
-science
okeh larhhs gt improvement..
do mock test until wan slp alrdy..
checking da mock test answer also wan slp larhhss..aiyo.
aft school went LJS wif syaza eat2..den lyk eat alrdy wen wan go out gt a grp of gurls sae us dno wad..but who cares..
hahas..den wen we went interchange saw 811 den we run.
syaza lyk screaming at da top of her voice asking da bus to stp..hahas
BUT DA FREAK'IN bus DIDNT stp LARHHS..aiyo..
den we went school did clarinet choir..very fun..hahas
ALL DA BEST FOR TOMORO..

craziness

2008-05-13T03:25:00.000-07:00

CRAZY PPL AROUND ME!!
anyways..rollar bladed to school 2dae wif cyn..hahas..funny.(not really)
hmm~YESTERDAY stuff cut short waited 4 cyn for a total of 3 hrs..cos she gt class so jus wait since i was bored..hahas..n dats all u need 2 knw 4 now..hahas..
anyways 2 LAZY to update tis blog..
JUS HOPE IT DUNT DIE!!

admit

2008-05-11T20:22:00.000-07:00

guess wad i gt SHORT TERM MEMORY!!
hahas..now on da fone wif ShuYi.shuyi..currently is nutts!!wahahahas..hehe!!ouhh well..i m bored at hm doing nth wanna go out lr..ltr ask shuyi.if she can..hahas:)maybe,but nw toking on da fone wif her bt she now lyk crazy!!
toking 2 her is lyk tis..
ShuYi:i'm crazy!!i'm crazy!!
me:ouhh..hahas..
ShuYi:i'm crazy!!
i wan a person who i can call my 'BEST FRIEND'!
i wan 2 confid my secrets 2 her.
tell her wad i'm feeling now!

muhahas

2008-05-09T22:57:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY..
here are some pictures taken

yesterday was fun went to alumni band..den HAFIZ arranged for the clarinet section a piece..AIR FOR BAND..for clarinet choir..so cool we played it..got Eb part..i was so happy wen i went bck.
Eb
Elizabeth
1St
Nisa
Keng leong
Elizabeth
2ND
Eliza
3Rd
Adeline
SiYing
Bass
Narisa
those were da ppl dat came..for clarinets only larhhs..
hahas..

unforgetable

2008-05-07T21:36:00.000-07:00

HELLO!!
hahas..NARISA i WILL NEVER forget u..so dun worry.
finally second last exam ppr.hahas.FINALLY.so happy.da chem ppr lyk wad sehh..okehh larhhs hope can pass..but lyk easy den weird2 wan da feeling..hahas.lyk take 1 hr 2 finish da ppr den slp all da way..hehe.those reading tis dun learn frm me..hahas.
wad haf i done today..hmm~went online play VIWAWA games.den update blog chat online..hmm~read MORE COMICS..hahas..i cant wait 4 28/29 june..hehe
Anyways tomoro dere will b peeps cuming over 2 my hus..hehe..maybe only larhhs..2 celebrate dat EXAMS ar FINALLY OVER!!..hahas..actually ask MF dey all cum bt den duno wad happen dunwan alrdy..hmm~so ask huiling dey all cum over if dey can larhhs..hahas..
MY last statement 4 2dae..
I WAN PLAY 4 ALUMNI BAND!!MISS MY INSTRUMENT!!

HERE r some of my FAV MUSIC VIDEO
BUT SO SORRY ITS BLURR

beautiful you

balloons

purple line

bored

2008-05-07T01:07:00.000-07:00

I M SO BORED!!
i mus always haf a grand opening..hahas.hehe.paiiseh
anyways yeahh i m damn bored.went hm 2 early.hahas..history ppr was lyk~err~wad~okehh larhhs..
i lyk do da ppr half way den lyk do scetion B wrong..i was lyk SHIT~so i didnt care den go den section A.thanks goodness..i CHIONG until so crazy..hand pain sehh write so fast..in da end do 2 fast..den hahas~finish 2 early.hahas.
comics i haf read so far..
1/3 no Kareshi
7th Period is a Secret
The Devil Does Exist
Alice 19th
Angel Voice
Wild Ones
As the Death God Dictates
B.O.D.Y.
Beauty
Bloody Kiss
Boku ni Natta Watashi
Bokutachi wa Shitte Shimatta
Brilliant Magic
Charisma Doll(gender blender)
Cherry
Cherry Juice
Fruits Basket(my fav)
Full House Kiss
Girl Got Game(gender blender)
Help!!

Highschool Debut
Taranta Ranta
Honey Hunt
Hot Gimmick
ION
Kare First Love
Kiss in the Blue
Love Strip
Magic Tower Pass
Moe Kare

Nadeshiko Club

Nana(my fav)
Nine Puzzle
Othello(about music)
Random Walk
Shinigami Lovers(my fav)
Shinobi Life
Skip Beat(my fav)
The Gentlemen's Alliance Cross
Spicy Pink(my fav)
Venus Capriccio(my fav)(about music)
Vampire Knight(my fav)
jus realised da amount of comics i readsehh!!

huh!

2008-05-06T00:59:00.000-07:00

hahas..today NO SKOOL!!
anyways..i at 10 went skul meet mirul.hahas..i haf a bad habit of waiting 4 him..now.hahas..
anyways..kept on msging shuyi..
somemore play online majong wif her sehh..keep on bombing ppl lyk..
shuyi:"i m the mother of 3 children"
shuyi:"yukii(me)is my sista"
me:"wad sehh"
shuyi:"we frm japan"
wad sehh..hahas.keep on bombing ppl da WRONG info..hahas..n i haf no study HISTORY!!.gonna get going..now..hahas

one post story

2008-05-03T20:09:00.000-07:00

okehh.hmm~
YESTERDAY
yesterday..went out wif cynthia.. wif her bro too.went shopping at around 1.35pm.hahas.at NP only.hehe.den at 3pm supposed to meet mirul bt den i ended up wif cyn n her bro looking 4 him at FUNLAND!!wad sehh.hahas.
cyn's bro:"why u wait 4 da guy?"
me:"duno leii"
cyn's bro:"i thot suppose guy wait 4 da gurl wan."
cyn:"hahas.even sec 1 boy knw wad 2 do."
me:*paisehh.
hahas.den cyn XTra giggling dere.wad sehh..
den we all went into funland n saw Sul playing da com.den mirul havent finish so i went out of funland wif cyn n her bro.den dey went off so i went bck into funland.
Went esplande after dat.had fun keep on laughing.den got bands dere practicing so we sat dere n listen 2 dem play.Okehh..not bad.hahas.den around 5 going to 6 we went bck we walked so much sehh..i was tyred.n he keep on asking but i kept on saying i wasnt tyred hahas..

ART FINALLY OVER

2008-05-02T01:58:00.000-07:00

FIRSTLY..
ART Is FINALLY OVER!!!
okeh next i gt a new family member.
my er jiie-elson choo.hahas
my er jiie funny sehh..but okeh larhh.
today aft art walk2 wif shuyi 4 awhile den go CMF.er jiie n weiling.den shuyi n er jiie acc me go meet my dardar at NP OcBc.den he cycle me hm aft i buy my lunch.he cycle scary sehh.wen gt pole infront feels lyk he will bang into it sehh.he gt on lisence wann but fun larhhs.hahas.oll yeah er jiie dun keep on msging my dardar!!hahas.lyk gay sehh.hahas.wen he send me hm he go out wif his 'groupy'friend.
now lyk on msn tok 2 nar2 half way den lyk nvr reply alrdy wad sehh.aiyo nvm.hahas.anyways will stp here.

MAthS

2008-04-30T04:24:00.000-07:00

My gosh..da maths i tink i can pass.i haf been lyk studying n studying hard 4 da exams!!keep on asking questions wen i dont know.THANKS Liting 4 helping me!!hehes.its lyk really stressful tis few days wif art n da upcoming exams but MY DEAR FRIENDS dun gif up especially...HUILING.
my Mt ppr.OMG!!i tell u da compo i lyk write wrong sehh.totally off da topic wanna knw more ask me personally cos 2 embrassing 2 sae it here.hahas.den english.i lyk read da passage i thot gt 2 wen actually got one.hahas.den lyk so long lorhhs da passage.ARHGG!!.
i dunwanna sound dumb bt Liting i duno hw 2 tag ur blog sehh!!hehe sorry feel weird saying dat but yeahh.hahas.
i m so bored.hmm~i guess i really need someone to tok too.i feel so weird without having someone close 2 as in friend.i dun haf someone to go to now in skool.shuyi has her own friend.sheryl 2.narisa nt in da same skool.qianling gt her own clique.hahas.i guess it will b okehh.hehe:)dere's always ppl 4 me.helping me.hehes.

BLOGGING AGAIN

2008-04-21T04:46:00.000-07:00

Hey,decided to blog again.hahas reasons will be kept silent(:
you mus be wondering y i deleted my blog.hahas dun ask i wont answer.thou some ppl do know.hahas(: .shall not mourn anymore.gonna move on and stay happy.
it feels weird without band practices.kinda miss it.but i still hang out wif band people during recess.hahas.lyk wanTing,iris,qianLing,wanShing.and so on.
today had oral.omg!da t'cher lyk so GROSS~she lyk scratch her arm-p*t wen i reading da passage den i lyk wanna laugh den lyk cant read properly alrdy sehh.den aft dat went bck wif Peck2.Wong ShuYi.YingHao.Hubby.
today i feel so blurr.cos i forgot many tings:
a)maths file=wen reach school den realise nvr bring.
b)going to buddy's=lyk plan wif mirul wan go buy cake,i really looking 4ward to eating da cake den forgot to go.wen half way going bus-stop den realise we plan 2 go dere.
c)water=go long john buy food den got da water mahh so i took da food n forgot da drink.wen inside bus going home den realise i forgot my drink.
i feel so FORGETFUL n DUMB.
hahas(:ohh yeahme n hubby lyk sitting at da staircase talking abt newspaper(?) den my dad lyk suddenly walk up n saw us.n so now he knw so scary wen i reach hm i thot he will lyk ask me alot of tings bt he didnt he only ask-He malay boy?He frm ur school?dats all thank goodness.
hey.dun anyhow put words in my damn mouth.no one say anyting dun anyhow sae if we fight it all ur bloodly mouth's FAULT!!